Saturday, April 6, 2013

Epilogue

Epilogue (Wattpad)


Tristan saw the manager’s eyes fill with extreme compassion. He glanced out of the windows, and saw the last rays of the sun dipping in the horizon, signalling the end of another day.

For him, it was a reminder of the nightmares he’ll have later, deep in the night.

“My story’s pathetic, but you could try considering giving me the spot. I can still perform well.”

Mechanically. With no attachment. No anything.

“Look, son.” The old man licked his lips before going on, “I’m really sorry for – ”

“Everyone’s sorry,” came the reply in a dull tone, with the hint of tired anger, “That’s why I caught the next plane to Europe as soon as I could.”

The man behind the desk sighed, “Okay, I’ll…I’ll look over your resumé again.” He paused. “Son?”

“Yes, I’m listening.”

“Maybe…maybe it was for the best. That wouldn’t have happened if there’s no good that would come out of it.”

Tristan met the gaze of the man head-on. His topaz eyes were dark, broken, and they hid a lot of pain inside, which he felt slice through him with every breath he took.

He spoke with conviction.

“I doubt it.”

Chapter 36: How I disappear

Chapter 36: How I disappear (Wattpad)


Tristan would never forget that day. Not ever.

He woke up to a knock on his door. He knew the instant he heard it that the person was her. Everything last night had been such a blur, but he did remember giving her a really long kiss goodnight at somewhere between 1 and 2 am.

His bedside clock said seven hours had already passed, at the most.

He didn’t know or suspected anything then. It was normal routine for the two of them to greet goodmorning when one wakes up. He expected to be overwhelmed by her bright smile and the mere sight of her face when he opened the door. He was optimistic.

Tristan had never been more wronged.

The moment he saw her, he never knew he could feel fear as intense as he did right then.

She looked terrified. Haunted. She was shaking as her caramel eyes tried to tell him words she found impossible to voice out. He barely registered her change of clothes.

“What? What is it?” He reached for her hand, but she wrenched it out of his touch.

The sharp hurt that cut Tristan’s heart was vicious. Appalled, he tried to bring something out from her; anything for him to know what was responsible for the dread that marred her beautiful face – the face he loved more than anything else.

“Tell me. Please, tell me what’s wrong.” He pleaded.

He got nothing. She continued to shake to the point that it seemed as if her very bones had been drenched in ice cold water. Her eyes didn’t pool with tears, but they were worse, much worse than that. They belonged to a cornered animal, a deer caught in the headlights.

It pained Tristan to no end.

His heart tearing apart, he begged, “Tell – tell me what’s wrong. Please, I can’t stand to see you like this.”

The words she said were whispered low, but they sliced through the early morning haze like a knife on someone’s throat.

“I – I’m no sorry,” her voice was strangled, struggling to be heard as she tried to explain, “He – he just came – I – I don’t know how I – what to say to you before – ”

His muscles went slack. His mind was sapped with all thoughts as the tangled words echoed in his dead ears.

He just came.

I’m so sorry.

“He – he told me to – ” she broke off, too stricken for words. A minute passed before she found her voice again, “ – to tell you he – he had it all under control – that I – that I should say goodbye before we left – ”

He had it all under control.

“I’m so – so sorry – he packed my things already and I – I don’t know what to say – ”

I should say goodbye before we left.

“Tristan – ”

“But…” the voice he heard sounded faraway to him, something alien. He didn’t recognize it as his own at all. He whispered only four broken words. 

“But I love you.”

That’s when she cried.

“I’m so sorry.”

She turned around and left his life.

Chapter 35: Piece of advice

Chapter 35: Piece of advice (Wattpad)


Part I:

“You sure you can drive okay?”

“Yes.” Tristan took a deep breath, “Thank you.”

He and Ryne were standing at the parking space of the bar, which should’ve closed about half an hour ago. Robert let them talk in privacy after all the customers had left, and then Ryne thanked him for staying up, and asked him to go home. She and Tristan were already emotionally drained from their long talk.

“You’re welcome. It was nothing.” She paused. “You sure you got it? I can give you a ride.”

“No, it’s okay. Really, I’m fine. Don’t you think your family’s looking for you yet?”

“They’ve been calling for the past hour, actually.” She gave a half-hearted laugh. “Well, if you need anything, just buzz me. Whatever it is, okay?”

An abrupt question came.

“How do you get something you’ve never had?”

Ryne stopped searching for her keys. Settling her bag aside on the hood of her car, she said,

“Do something you’ve never done.”


Part II:

Tristan realized she’d never really kissed Reeya.

Reeya.

He knew that wasn’t her real name. He tried to forget that as he drove his Sedan through the deserted roads, spotting only one to two cars at a time. He checked his watch.

It was 12:30 am.

She would be sleeping, but Tristan had a feeling if she had another bad dream, she’d stay up to wait for him to come home.

And come home he would.


He dialled Nika’s cellular phone number. She picked up on the second ring.

“Tristan,” she sounded relieved, “You on your way?”

“Yeah, I am. I’m only a street away.” He paused. “Where’s Ree – where is she? Still awake?”

He heard the nurse sigh. “Yeah, she still is. I told her to sleep, but she won’t budge. She’s waiting for you.”

“Tell her I’m almost there.”

“Will do.”

Tristan head the line disconnect just as he was starting to see the familiar edifice of his home. His mind was unnervingly calm as he parked in the garage, got out, secured the area, and walked towards his house.

All he wanted was to see her again.

The wide door was opened the second he was on the stone steps. Nika’s tired smile greeted him. “You look awful, but atleast you’re here. She’s in the kitchen.”

Her hair was tied in a ponytail, and she was wearing casual attire – worn-out jeans, a t-shirt, and sneakers. She looked like a working college student in an overtime shift. Tristan felt a twinge of guilt for letting her wait for far too long. 

“I’m really sorry about all this – ”

“No, it’s nothing. I wanted to, anyway.” she smiled.

“If you want something – reimbursement, maybe – I could – ”

He was cut off by her laugh. “Really. I enjoyed this, so no need for any payment. Reeya’s a wonderful artist.”

He supressed the surge of pain in his chest, which was born from the use of the deceitful name, and the urgent need to see her, despite the circumstances. He tried to respond as normally as he could.

“She’s a wonderful cook, too.”

“Yes,” Nika agreed. “Well, I’ll go home now. Thank you for asking me to do this.” She picked up her bag.

“My pleasure.” said Tristan. The huge blanket of gratitude started to vanish when she closed the door behind her, leaving only choking nervousness behind.

Tristan took one step. Then another. Before he knew it, he was sprinting the distance that separated her to his eager arms, wanting nothing more than to hold her, to assure himself that somehow, there’s a part of her that he can call his, regardless of the schemed pretense he just discovered. He wanted to forget that she belonged to another person from the start. This time, all he wanted was for the moment to be theirs, just the two of them.

Although it pained him, he called out, “Reeya?”

Instead of hearing her voice, Tristan’s ears perked up from the sound of her bare feet making their way to his direction quickly.

They were face to face on the living room seconds later.

She was wearing one of his shirts again, an olive green with the name of his alma mater written at the front. It was sizes too big for her again. She also wore one of his many khaki shorts.

Her face was tired, but she smiled one of her biggest smiles the moment she saw him.

“Do you know that was a nine-hour ‘break’ you just had?”

Tristan did not know, for the life of him, how to respond. So, he hugged her instead, and buried his face in the cascades of her brown hair. He was crushed with delight when he felt her enclose him in the circle of her soft arms in return.

“You missed dinner.”

He kissed her cheek. “I ate outside.”

Tristan saw her eyes crinkle from a smile, close to her as he was. The tips of their noses were already touching.

She said, “You missed my other painting.”

He kissed her neck, then lingered, “I’ll see it later,” he whispered, inhaling her sweet, intoxicating scent.

“Later?”

“Later.” Tristan straightened and trapped her lips in a kiss.

It was anything but what he was expecting it to be. He had fantasized about it being hot, hurried, and frenzied. He expected his arms to ache in need to touch her all over.
 
That’s not how it happened. The kiss was slow, calm as the sea in the morning, and very, very sweet. His hands were content to span the warmth of her whole back while her arms were locked around his neck, He didn’t bite her lip, her neck, or any part of her for that matter. He just kept repeating three words over and over until he was sure his heart was about to burst with it.

It would only be in the morning when he’ll realize she never said those words back.

Chapter 34: Unraveling

Chapter 34: Unraveling (Wattpad)


“The Travis Warner?”

Tristan nodded.

He’d never felt so low as he did when he read folder A1618. It brought everything to a crashing halt. His very sanity was rattled.

He told the rest to Ryne Cavanagh. How Warner used his friend – Sir James – as a connection to pull some strings. He changed the entire profile of patient 572, from her name to her next of kin.

And all for just a frustratingly harmless reason, Tristan later found out. Everything was done to keep her safe, to keep her out of the public’s eye.

Everyone knew the famous Travis Anthony Gedi Warner was in love with someone back in the days, before he took to a position in Gedi Institute. Some people knew the lucky girl was of the name Avery Allton. They were together for several blissful months.

Only a handful was aware of the terrible thing that happened more than a year ago.

Tristan saw Ryne’s eyes widen as he told her. He knew she’d recall it somehow, as grisly as the details were.

Rape case. The rapist was stabbed forty-two times before the authorities came, and Avery was understandably distraught to the point on insanity. She still had blood on her hands.

The popularity of Travis’ family’s company hit rock-bottom right after the incident made the papers, even though Avery wasn’t even involved in any of the dealings made by the institute – she was only Travis’ girl, seventeen, and in highschool. It was horrendous P.R. The divorce of Travis’ parents didn’t make matters any better. 

Nobody questioned Travis’ decision to step up, stand by his father’s side to save the reputation of their family’s pride, and meanwhile, Avery, his highschool sweetheart now put to shame, vanished from the eyes of the masses. She was easily forgotten by many.

But there were others who still hounded Travis and his father for answers. There have always been those who were more pursuing than others. It was carefully hidden by the both of them the true extent of how damaged Avery really was, and they had no intentions of letting information leak out; information on how poor Avery Allton had totally lost her mind because of what has been done to her.

Certain measures had to be made. It was for Avery’s sake, the company’s well-being, and the father and son’s peace of mind. Travis’ friend and another father figure, Sir James, being a manager at Macquarie, only made the choice easier.

Soon, papers were drawn, signatures were taken, and agreements were sealed. Nobody will ever find Avery Allton, if they ever came looking, for the name was erased from all of the records and replaced with another name; a name taken from another patient whose file had been randomly taken, and was submitted for approval to Mr. Warner most discreetly. 

The name was Reeya Hamilton.


Gedi Institute, same time

Avery.

Travis missed her with a love that increases by day. He still visited, but now that G.I. was finally rising from the ashes, he got busier. Visits to her had been more and more infrequent.

His feelings never faded.

If only I was there that night, he thought again, hands clenched. Everything toppled like a house of cards because of what happened – the company was reduced to ruins, his mother moved out of the house, and having the name of Warner suddenly wasn’t a badge of prestige anymore. It became a mark of a scandal.

They were both young – and very much in love. He would offer her the whole world, if he could. Fate seemed bent on changing all that.

He had more breathing room when they covered her up in the hospital. Safe in the thought that she would never have to endure the pressure of being discovered, Travis visited her from time to time. She was calm when he’d come, but with him away, he heard she’d become violent. It was worse when he was gone for weeks at a time.

Then Doctor Devon came in the picture. 

He messed everything up.

Nobody was to know Avery’s identity. It was the whole purpose of changing her name, of turning her into an entirely different person who led a normal past life before she was admitted.

Travis had to make decisions soon.